♥ You were everything to me

Being in love is an extraperfectional feeling of joy :)

Shona, ❤

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 10:35 PM

I thought for a minute I lost it , like no hope left in me .

All those broken promises left by others left a trail ,

giving me an undying hope that somehow ,

they'd all keep their promises and try putting themselves in my size 10 shoes .

But , instead I create another continuation of my trail of empty promises ,

so i've gotta pretend .

Pretend by putting on a mask each and every day of my life trying to make me a stronger person on the outside but deep down inside

I know it's just cover up for all those lies .

I really thought I just lost it

....

until I found you B0ifreak babyy .

The one who made life a lesser burden for me .

The one everybody never thought would last with me .

The one who brought a whole new meaning to the cliche of a phrase ,

"true love"

The one who gives me butterflies everytime I see you .

The one who gives in to me , holding me when I'm feeling down .

The one who has the infectious personality which brightens up my mood .

The one , who captured my heart .

Yes ,

I mean it !

even this one:

In my heart right now , there's only you and you alone because there simply is no one else in this world who can ever replace you , really .

Doesn't matter who I say is hot or sexy or something ,

cos you're the only one I ever think of without fail , no doubt .

I'm very sorry about today , very uncalled for . I miss you already.

I didn't mean to hurt you??

I didn't mean to raise my voice at you ,

I didn't mean to push you away , I'm sorry .

But , I was just telling you the truth about how I felt ,

But I FEEL SO BAD NOW .

I don't think you'll be comfortable with me for this period ,

?????

but I assure you I still love you as much , maybe more ?

Without you , there wouldn't be any R0Y to tell me the rights from the wrongs ,

to hug me tightly even when there's no reason for them ,

to kiss me freaking hard cos I'm making fun of you ,

to be my listening ear , my bestfriend, my friend, my boyfriend, my msn friend at the same time saving ALL your time for me , and to tell me you love me all the time ensuring me everything's gonna be okay .

I'm not gonna take the risk of losing you at all .

Baby don't give up on this ,

4th month coming babycakes .

Let's go through all this bullshit together ,

cos I lovvvve ya .

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