If only everythink was back t0 n0rmal ..
T0day .
sk0ol as per n0rmal !
after sk0ol .
meet up with gaya3 akka .
then ar0und 4+ meet vaishu .
went h0me with her !
Thanks t0 Vaishu f0r makin my dayyy !
she kn0ws !
then called baby .
talked t0 him !
n0w
chattinq .
I'm n0t in m0od t0 post !
i dnt feel like p0stin !
tc .
Well , to mi life is n0 l0nger the same .
i felt that i'm changin , i feel that i'm in a l0nely w0rld n0w .
i'm like n0 l0nger a sec0ndary kid wh0 l0ve t0 j0ke ar0und , havin fun all .
s0mething gace al0ng the way 0f life is really hard f0r mi t0 g0 thr0ugh .
is there any0ne that is wellin t0 be my side f0r security ?
is there really any0ne wh0 can sh0wer with l0ve , care & c0ncern ?
i'm s0 sad , i'm s0 hurt ?
i just dnt kn0w why i feel s0mething is q0in away .
What is this feelin in me ?
is it g0od 0r bad ?
is it n0e that i must face the c0nsequences ? the reality ?
i'm sad , i felt that i'm all al0ne .
n0 0ne was there when i really needed help . ii kn0w that many ppl are in the same b0at as ii were .
but ? but why must i have this kind 0f feelin ?
why isnt there any0ne wh0 is wellin t0 lend me a hand & n0t let
me take the burden t0 myself ?
t0 say i'm happi , but i'm n0t .
i'm sad , i really d0 .
t0 be h0nest , i'm still hurt deep inside , h0w can i get ride 0ff this pain ?
i want it t0 q0 far far away fr0m my heart .
i'm strong . yeahs , but yet a week heart and i'm always runnin away fr0m my fear .
I'm c0nfuse & hurt !
i'm l0st . i want t0 get 0ut , but which path d0 ii take ?
i dnt kn0w waht t0 d0 ! seri0usly .
A relati0nship is like a r0se , H0w l0ng is lasts , n0 one kn0ws ;
L0ve can erase an awful past , L0ve can be y0urs, y0u'll see at last ; T0 see that l0ve , it makes y0u sigh , T0 have is leave , u0uld rather die ? Y0u h0pe y0u've f0und that special r0se ,
Cause y0u love & care f0r the 0ne y0u ch0se ..
s0rry f0r those m0od swings t0day . really n0 m0od . thinkinq alot alot 0f things .