♥ You were everything to me

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Shona, ❤

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 5:21 PM

Really Need You Here Right Now . :(

Hell0s .

Day was okayy !

Sk00l B0rinkk .

After sk00l .

Kattai was 0utside sk0ol .

Went t0 d0rset . Sit d0wn .

Then Ramu anna came ..

Thanks f0r Makein my Dayy annaa (:

Ily (:

Then h0me-sweet-h0me ...

2day's SFY f0r Bed0k s0uth sec !

G0od luck Girls (: (: (:

Hurts al0t ...

It seems all this day , i'm the one who is keepink Siva ...

Thinkink anyh0w ?

I guess , all this are imp0ssible anym0re .

Even thr0ugh , i guess that i've l00k back y0u 0nce m0re .

but y0u still hurt mi all 0ver again , i sh0uldnt . I sh0ulnt have l0ve u back ..

n0b0dy kn0ws the pain i've been thru .

they cant guess the sleepless nights n0r c0unts the tears i've cried ..

My friends see mi smiling & laughing . yet deep inside there's n0 place f0r

denying .

I kn0w i have t0 let g0 , at least t0 cease and ease the misery .

Y0u are really unreas0nable .

U hurt mi 0nce again , whhyy sh0uld i belive u 0nce again ?

N0 & Never again !

Why d0n't u just leave mi . leave mi far ,

d0n't let me see y0u , d0n't let mi be hurt again , can y0u ?

I really d0n't wish . dnt wish t0 see y0u . i'm en0uqh of all this !

th0se cut fr0m y0u , th0se l0ve fr0m y0u , thanks f0r everythink (:

B0i , i d0n't want t0 be enemy with u . i guess u d0n't want either ,

I will f0rget y0u , give mi time (:

this few days , i t0t , i have bec0me then j0yfull Navitha back again ,

But 2day , u hurt me & i guess , i'm n0t weak als0 !

Yeah . i did cryy ,but i c0ntr0l & i cann !!! (:
I didn't cry it 0ut , Navitha . thats the wayy t0 f0rget everythinkk .. !

Yet this feeling of 'missing' is growing stronger.

What's happened?

I've made a huge mistake of my life.

Sometimes, I wished I could just get back to that day

when I wasn't able to control my temptations.

When I never did start it.

I'm missing the days I were before that.

I'm missing you.

Actually am.

I'm still pondering...
Can we ever be like, before?Can we, not have a boundary?

Can we share it all?

Can we be there through it all?

Could this line between us ever be broken?

Would we ever have our hearts not bottled?

Would there ever not be space again?

I knew no answers to them.

I should start to get back to reality.

I miss those fun.

When someone you love has left you there is a feelin of missin a part of y0urself . Like one who has had a limb removed , y0u constantly reace for the phant0m l0ver . y0u may whis for this unc0mf0rtable feelink t0 leave so that y0u can functi0n pr0perly . H0wever , the thruth is that the place in y0ur heart that feels a sense of lackin represents the h0le where y0ur Relati0nship g0es .

It' is natural t0 feel that u miss that Pers0n that bel0gs in y0ur Life ...